Can I reconcile to be average?
I like to keep cool. But the problem is that I can't bear to be isolated for a long time.
That is why I am strang--sometimes apathy, sometimes crazy.
I can't imagine if I have no channel to let out my emotions.
Either I can't imagine if I should communicate with all kinds of people everyday.
I should stand aloof from the wordly affairs, be cool, be isolated.
The satiric point is that I can't stand loneliness for too long.
~~I can reach the heaven, and I can't be on the ground, neither.
That is why I am strang--sometimes apathy, sometimes crazy.
I can't imagine if I have no channel to let out my emotions.
Either I can't imagine if I should communicate with all kinds of people everyday.
I should stand aloof from the wordly affairs, be cool, be isolated.
The satiric point is that I can't stand loneliness for too long.
~~I can reach the heaven, and I can't be on the ground, neither.
posted by amyfox at
9:35 AM
2 Comments:
i do not understand why you think that communicating with people makes you average. It's not true!!!!
of course you should... no you MUST choose friends, and you should not listen to everything you are said. But why should you keep aloof from the worldly affairs and be isolated? the world is full of great, really smart people and if you give up seeking for better things in people, your life will not improve I think. The god created you as a woman, if he had wanted you to be alone he would have made you a beast. so be carefull with your desires, they all come true sooner or later.
And the last thing... there are different periods in our life, time when we want to be alone and time when we to see smiling, laughing people around us. We all have such feelings and it's ok.
by the way, as i understood the last line in your article is from your favourite book "thorn bird". who wrote this book?
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Rula_108, at 12:17 AM
Thank you for saying these to me. Really, so nice you are. But i think when you see me, i mean in the real world, you would think that i am just a very commen girl. i mean that i chat with firends, i participate in many avtivities, i make new friends, too, etc. What i said in the blogger just what to letout my heart. I do not know why i sometimes tend to be very pessimistic, either.that is not a good habit, isn't it?
By the way, i do not believe in god, as well as science. you must be surprise. but that is true. I would like to tell you about it later, because i am having a lot of mid term exams now.( haha, so awful).
refers to the "thorn bird", that is an excellent novel.written by Colleen McCullough. i like the love story, and LOVE the discription of the scenery in Australia country side! i strongly invite you to enjoy it. it is totally worthy!
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amyfox, at 9:30 AM
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